Finally opening up (Anyone who knows me do not read)

Whats on my mind? Well tons of things like My brain just waking up, School, my stories, the books and stories I need to read(Key word Need), my friends, and a lot more. My point is 90% of thoughts from everyone is keep to themselves. Heck mines probably 99% considering how much I think, How many Idea's I get. You see that's why I am who I am, closed, blocked, Hard to convince, shut down, crazy, Narcotic, F.I.N.E (if you don't know what it is look it up) believe it or not I use to be one of the innocent little girls(Clueless).then I grew up and read books about heart break, about how strong and independent girls are, About how girls block out the pain. I just shut down and started acting that way strong, independent, Tough, and that I don't cry. WHAT A BIG FAT LIE!! I love how I am completely Anonymous when I say stuff likes this, but if you guys Are somehow family or friends I suggest leaving and never coming back to this site. And definetly do not talk about it with me, Cause I'll just shut down even more than I am now. you want to hear the truth about me their you have it, Probably not what you expect from a 11 year old girl. But their you go, oh wait you probably want to know what The only things I open up to Like Music, Writing, reading, and my friends. You see I said nothing about family maybe I'll talk about it next time.